The one who needs to organize her life

I have been very disorganized in all aspects of my life and now, I want to do something about it. I feel like I haven't been living my life in its full potential like I have been missing out on a lot of things I should be doing instead of..... what is it that I don to waste my precious time everyday? Instagram? Twitter? Well, I have been spending a lot of time in social media looking at what other people are up to. Very nosy. This social media hype is a gift and a curse at the same time.

It has been a gift to me because I can see other people's healthy lifestyles and I want to do the same. I feel inspired every time I see other people eating healthy food and go to the gym and work out or anything health related. It just makes me want to live a healthier lifestyle.

Recently, I have been following fitness, weight loss accounts in Instagram and I have yet to really research (by that I mean search the www) on clean eating/ healthy eating. I'm planning to go healthy grocery shopping tonight so I should research NOW.

It has also been a curse for me because I waste all my time looking at the news feed I never actually do something like really workout. I always just want to do it but I never actually do it.

That's why I'm going to try once again to make it a habit since I know the first time is always the hardest but once you get the hang of it, it will never feel like a chore ever again. I know because I have been in this state before, I just have to kick start it again. I will workout straight for 21 days and eat healthy food because they say that you need to do something for 21 days straight to make something a habit. I don't plan to workout everyday for the rest of my chubby life until I reach sexiness but it's a good start just to motivate my very lazy self who is so used to her sedentary lifestyle after college graduation! Since we talking about graduation! It has been 2 years since my college graduation!

June 25, 2011 Graduation with Ken, Sarah, Lala and Kenno 

I cannot believe it has been 2 years since I moved here to Cebu. My life has changed so much since then. I am so much more responsible now than I ever was in college and I miss those times. Who doesn't miss college? HAHA Why can't I move on from college anyway? HAHA I'm just saying that being grown up comes with hell lots of responsibilities that I never imagined I will have this early in my life. I'm so excited though. I'm also glad that I am forced to have these responsibilities or I would have wasted 2 years of my life not doing anything about my life and probably partying my ass off every weekend drinking alcohol, trying to be cool, trying to fit in, making myself be surrounded with fake happiness that is going out to clubs with the latest songs blasting off the speakers.

I think that this is God's way to bring me to the right path. He knows me very well.

I kind of miss Manila though. I miss going out at night stuck in heavy traffic and feeling bad for being late again and trying to get somewhere faster. I miss going out every day and going to my friends' house and picking them up to get somewhere else and just spend time together doing practically nothing but be together.

I love how my life is now though but I could love it more so I have do something more worthwhile than drowning myself with social media and that is also why I chose to deactivate my Facebook to cut out on my social media participation since I tend to be hyper on them. Forgive me, they're the closest I can get to having a social life, okay?

Lunch break and I'm so hungry so I guess I'll end this post here.

xx,

Annie