Vacations are good in general but when you have zero self control like me, it sucks balls. I am now a whale and is depressed at how big I got from the recent Holy Week that I spent at home with my family and some days I went out and pigged out with my bff.
Wednesday, March 27, 2013
Went straight home after my dad picked me up at the airport at around 9pm because I couldn't go anywhere. Dad picks up at the airport = go home straight. Haven't had dinner yet so I was the first and only one who ate the lechon de leche (small roasted pig) that I brought. Ate 2 - 3 servings of rice with lechon at 10+ in the evening. PIG PIG PIG!
Thursday, March 28, 2013
Woke up and found my sisters eating Koko Crunch with milk so I joined them. :) Ate lunch at around 11am so we can go to Duty Free with the family after lunch since almost (if not all) all of the malls were closed. Arrived at Duty Free around 2pm and ate yet another Kenny Roger's meal! Ugh :( I have zero control when it comes to my appetite.
Ate dinner at around 630pm and ate so much again.
Friday, March 29, 2013
Went to a hot spring resort with the bff and this was the worst day of my glutton days. Realized that Gluttony is indeed a sin. Couldn't stop eating the whole day, meal after meal and dips in the pool and a nap and a meal again. Went home with a bad headache and couldn't talk because I felt like barfing. I finally got home and after having to drive from Makati to my house with a bad headache and the feeling of wanting to barf. Got home and yes, I barfed and it was really gross. I was super tired but I was glad to be home and I'm also glad I brought with me my very comfy pajamas! Best sleep ever. :)
Saturday, March 30, 2013
Thought I would be able to spend my day with my mom but then I went to Market Market with my sisters to buy my sister's luggage and we ate breakfast at my sister's boyfriend's cafe. GLUTTONY ALERT. ATE SO MUCH FOOD. Rice meals + chocolate cake + cheesecake + Matcha(?) green milk tea with yogurt pearls that was really cute and tasted good and was fun to drink at the same time? Like I was so excited to pop the yogurt balls every time. :) Lunch with the family at 2pm because the shabu shabu place offers a 50% off at 2pm - sometime. HEHE ATE SO MUCH AGAIN. Even when there was a great discount off the total food bill, we also had to pay a fat bill. Just imagine how much food we ordered. Since we finished lunch at around 4pm, I was still full until 10pm that night but I still ate Bon Chon Chicken that night just so we can have a place to hang out in and my friend didn't want to eat if I don't eat with him. I was kinda forced to eat now. You know!
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Breakfast was riiiiiiice, again and siomai and a thin slice of Spam. When I typed riiiiiice, it only means that it was a lot of it. hoho. Lunch was with the family at home and lunch with the family for me means unlimited eating. :(( It was also my last day in Manila and this trip made me so attached to my family I was super sad about leaving.. Almost cried when I was in the plane. Anyway, I ate crepe at Resorts World before I left for the airport.
Monday, April 1, 2013
I am super hung over from the vacation and I know that Holy Week is supposed to be spent reflecting but I did zero reflection and I just came back to work feeling more restless and is looking forward for a real vacation. An out of the country vacation perhaps? I need a break. I don't know what kind of break I am looking for but I want one. But before I get one, I MUST lose all the weight I gained over the days first. MUST MUST MUST! I have in me a sense of panic and despair that I might not lose it in time for Boracay on May 1 which I have yet to ask for a leave. UGH!
So much stuff on my mind now about how to lose weight and look prettier and sexier and more adorable and cute and etc. BUT I HAVE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS THAT I SHOULD FOCUS ON like how to be a better person and be better at work and be rich!!!!!!! haaaay me. :))
xx,
Annie
Monday, April 1, 2013
Sunday, March 10, 2013
Birthday Wishlist
It's still too early but I'm listing down my birthday wishlist for 2013. I love listing down wish lists because I feel like I attract material things to come to me. I do get them. I got almost all the things I listed down the last time I did this for Christmas 2012 and I hope it works again this time. :) hohoho.
1.) SARAH'S gift. It's a bit confidential but it's been taken care of the very good friend. hihi.
2.) Philip Stein strap. (medium, red and/or black)
3.) Books
UPDATED September 30, 2013: I realize that some things take more time to achieve but I'm happy that I get to cross out some things listed here. :)
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2.) Philip Stein strap. (medium, red and/or black)
3.) Books
The Secret by Rhonda ByrneGot mine as a birthday gift from Faith! :)- The Power by Rhonda Byrne
- The Magic by Rhonda Byrne
Abundance of Katherines by John Green- ebook copyLooking for Alaska by John Green- ebook copy
4.) Nice clothes because I don't have any nice clothes anymore. I wear the same clothes every time!!!
5.) Friends and more friends :)
6.) Boracay Vacation _ May 2 - 5, 2013
7.) Business (sideline) idea so I can have more money!!!
8.) Experience
9.) Knowledge
10.) Success
Not asking for much, noh? I love God! And I know He loves me too!
and oh! I almost forgot that I would also want an iPad mini too! :) hihi -present from my daddy bear!
UPDATED September 30, 2013: I realize that some things take more time to achieve but I'm happy that I get to cross out some things listed here. :)
xx,
Annie
I guess all I'm trying to do is to convince myself that I am happy and that nothing can ever make me feel sad because I lift it all to Him to work on my life for a better future and to just go with the flow so that everything will just fall into place according to His plans but sometimes PMS slaps me in the face and ask me to wake up to the realization that I want to belong where I really belong and that's someplace like HOME.
I miss the comfort of my HOME. Not exactly our house but I miss being too comfortable. I miss my old life. I miss my family, my best friend, my boyfriend, my close friends. Sometimes, I do wonder how my life would be like if I didn't move here and just stayed in Manila. What will my everyday be like? What is my work like? What is my weekend like and who I hangout with. Stuff like that intrigues me. I miss having a really close friend around where I can be who I really am and not be afraid to bitch around because we're too close to even care. A friend who I can drag wherever to join me in my ups and downs. I'm just so glad I spent the last days of my stay in Manila with my bff doing just exactly.
I can lose control of myself especially my emotions. I just wish I'm better at handling my emotions more than anything else so that I can control my temper and how I treat the people around me. I want to be likable and always in control and as much as I want to know what to do at all times I know it doesn't work that way. Wisdom comes with experience and that is what I want to have. I always lose control of my emotions like now, I feel so down I just want to shut myself from the world. I know that nobody cares enough but it's just how I feel now. I WANNA SHUT MYSELF OFF FROM THE WORLD. I wish I can just disappear but I still have duties to attend to. It sucks. I know. I give too much importance to myself.
It's March 10, 2013 now and I'm a month and 3 weeks from a Boracay vacation for 5 days. I know it's a little bit too much that's why I haven't asked my boss for a leave yet. I'm just too scared to leave my responsibilities behind and just have a vacation. Either that or I'm just too scared to disappoint my boss that I'll take too long of a leave but I know that that is what I need. I need to get away and spend some time with my really close friend, Sarah, my college block mates and my new found friends whom I have yet to establish a rapport because honestly, I still feel a little awkward around them. I find it hard to fit in a group. My social skills has declined since I graduated college. I'm now officially an awkward wallflower.
I know it's a bit too early but my birthday wish is for my bff to fly over and celebrate it with me because I want to celebrate God's gift of another year with a person I'm really comfortable with and who really understands me who won't get mad if I get a little boring or a little crazy! I just really miss her. hihi.
I still feel a little too emotional now just because this PMS is a bitch and it won't leave me alone. I can't shake this feeling off. UGH. So bye for now. I'll come back when I'm better.
xx,
Annie
I miss the comfort of my HOME. Not exactly our house but I miss being too comfortable. I miss my old life. I miss my family, my best friend, my boyfriend, my close friends. Sometimes, I do wonder how my life would be like if I didn't move here and just stayed in Manila. What will my everyday be like? What is my work like? What is my weekend like and who I hangout with. Stuff like that intrigues me. I miss having a really close friend around where I can be who I really am and not be afraid to bitch around because we're too close to even care. A friend who I can drag wherever to join me in my ups and downs. I'm just so glad I spent the last days of my stay in Manila with my bff doing just exactly.
I can lose control of myself especially my emotions. I just wish I'm better at handling my emotions more than anything else so that I can control my temper and how I treat the people around me. I want to be likable and always in control and as much as I want to know what to do at all times I know it doesn't work that way. Wisdom comes with experience and that is what I want to have. I always lose control of my emotions like now, I feel so down I just want to shut myself from the world. I know that nobody cares enough but it's just how I feel now. I WANNA SHUT MYSELF OFF FROM THE WORLD. I wish I can just disappear but I still have duties to attend to. It sucks. I know. I give too much importance to myself.
It's March 10, 2013 now and I'm a month and 3 weeks from a Boracay vacation for 5 days. I know it's a little bit too much that's why I haven't asked my boss for a leave yet. I'm just too scared to leave my responsibilities behind and just have a vacation. Either that or I'm just too scared to disappoint my boss that I'll take too long of a leave but I know that that is what I need. I need to get away and spend some time with my really close friend, Sarah, my college block mates and my new found friends whom I have yet to establish a rapport because honestly, I still feel a little awkward around them. I find it hard to fit in a group. My social skills has declined since I graduated college. I'm now officially an awkward wallflower.
I know it's a bit too early but my birthday wish is for my bff to fly over and celebrate it with me because I want to celebrate God's gift of another year with a person I'm really comfortable with and who really understands me who won't get mad if I get a little boring or a little crazy! I just really miss her. hihi.
I still feel a little too emotional now just because this PMS is a bitch and it won't leave me alone. I can't shake this feeling off. UGH. So bye for now. I'll come back when I'm better.
xx,
Annie
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