Too fragile

This is all so new to me. I still get really scared. The feeling is so new, so fresh, so unknown. I didn't know I'll feel this way about it. I didn't know I had it in me to feel this way about it. This feeling that you want to start things right in the fear of f*cking things up. I like how it feels now and I don't want to rush into things. I'm just not ready to move on from this fleeting moment. I don't want to step up the game just yet with the fear of ruining what we have at this moment. It's too scary. Too fragile. Too fragile.